it's been awhile

TAURUS (April 20-May 20): In 1921, Russian composer Sergei Prokofiev --
born under the sign of the Bull -- premiered his opera *The Love for Three
Oranges* in the United States. Here's how *The New York Times* felt
about it: "There are a few, but only a very few, passages that bear
recognizable kinship with what has hitherto been considered music." It's
possible, Taurus, that you will get a similar reaction when you debut your
new approach or endeavor. And that may disturb you. But I think it would
be a good omen -- a sign that you're taking a brave risk as you try
something innovative and unfamiliar.

thanks again, horoscope guy. 

from mirror studies 2013

the joy of not knowing

TAURUS (April 20-May 20): "All my best ideas come from having no
answer," said pioneer filmmaker John Cassavetes, "from not knowing." I
hope that testimony cheers you up, Taurus. As hard as it may be for you
to imagine, you are on the verge of a breakthrough. As you surf the
chaotic flow and monitor the confusing hubbub, you are brewing the
perfect conditions for an outburst of creativity. Rejoice in the blessing of
not knowing!

that's good news, thanks horoscope guy. It seems to be all happening at once...lots of video footage, working on a soundtrack for performance art, taking mirrors out into the snow (yes, april snow) to video them. 

learning about media, breaking mirrors, experiencing "anger" for pieces. 

it's all good. 

and I don't know anything ;o)

circles and philip glass......

http://youtu.be/ch-R1aIM-C0
just thinking about things.

good ole horoscope

TAURUS (April 20-May 20): Don't you just love to watch the spinning of
those wheels within wheels within wheels? Aren't you grateful for the way
the ever-churning plot twists keep you alert and ready to shift your
attitude at a moment's notice? And aren't you thrilled by those moments
when fate reveals that its power is not absolute -- that your intelligence
and willpower can in fact override the seemingly inexorable imperatives of
karma? If you are unfamiliar with the pleasures I've just described, the
coming weeks will be an excellent time to get deeply acquainted.

What to do, what to do, when it's a snow day?

oh, make a movie why doncha?

http://youtu.be/xSjKoAJPwpY

softsteps.....

some thoughts

hello.
I was recently challenged by my advisor to find 10 ways to depict anger that are NOT cliche. Wow. I started to think about it, and realized that I don't express anger very well or often, AND that has been one of my therapy themes since, like, forever AND I actually think that expressions of anger are cliche....in general....
So what to do, what to do.

I've started a collection of anger. To keep in a box.

So, I'll keep you posted, as "they" say.

a little film about the culture of self by Foucault

http://youtu.be/a593iSwvR5w